My child set a world record for whining this morning. I know she doesn't feel good and is still sick. Ryan's feeling sick again. I can't sleep without taking something since I'm no longer on the progesterone and I've officially crossed over from sad to mad. I want to punch something and scream at the same time and then follow it up with a good cry. I know it's not true but maybe it makes it easier to somehow think that this is my fault. I just don't even know how to deal with this again and I don't want to become that person for the next however many months. This year is off to a bang up start.